Can you believe I have actually let my laundry pile up so much that I have had no other choice but to wear sweatpants and leggings for the past 4 days. I haven’t gone shopping in over 3 weeks, and I haven’t taken a selfie, or an outfit pic in (according to my phone), 11 days. Something is clearly off here. I don’t know why I’m so discouraged lately. Im trying to be positive and I always felt like its so much easier to be happy than sad but idk…things are weird.
I really really want to be “pre accident Tayla” but theres something weird holding me back. Maybe its the cold!? The cold weather and I have never really gotten along haha. I need motivation, seriously! Im looking forward to a Blogger event that I am going to tomorrow night! Maybe that will give me the motivation and inspiration I need right now. I realized I’m not totally myself right now when I noticed that I can’t even find what I want to wear to this event. Usually I’m all over it and have multiple outfits to choose from. Not this time around. Everything looks ugly, or basic, or not “enough”.
I don’t really know why I’m going on such a rant right now but I was just in the blogging mood and wanted to get my feelings out there. It feels good to write it all out.
Hope everyone is having a good Monday, and I hope everyone has an awesome week!
XXX,
Tay S.
